In Repair

I found my way. I found my hope. Everything is so
Brighter now than two days ago
I'm still a mess but I know
Where I think I'm supposed to go

The voice still screams
So loud and sometimes I can't
Find reason behind the pain
But my path is set for today

I'm letting myself go because
Life is still worth the while
I have my reasons to fight
This voice that wants me to die

After a lot of hurting
I am going
To stay awake so
I can think and knowing that
Tomorrow I'll be better

There's hope out the window
So I'll lead this flow
That is my feelings so I
Can make them be right

I'll be over you
But not forget the truth
And get used to
Seeing you live and do
What makes you feel like you

And being myself has
Another consequence that's
Knowing that the voice can't
Change who I truly am

For I am stronger
Bigger
Better
Than all of the shit right now
That wants to bring me down.

"I'm in repair.
I'm not together
But I'm getting there".