Anxiety

That's what I've been feeling
Lately, mostly I'm dreaming
In broad daylight and overthinking
My head goes up to the ceiling

Shit, it's 4a.m.
And here we are again
With a pen
Trying to make amend
With the thoughts in my brain

I'm glad it's not hurting that bad
I think I'm staying clear of that
Path in which I fell down
And I'm finding strength to lift myself up from the ground

The problem is still that rivalry
But it no longer bring me to my knees
It just keeps
Fucking up my sleep
But that's fine by me

Because I'm thinking
And writing and fighting
I won't say a thing
I'll just think
And try to make the pain
Become a friend
So I can feel good again

Girls always make a fool out of me
But I'm not changing myself
I'll wrap myself to a tree
But not hang and break my neck
I'll just figure out
That my mind is mine to take

I have faith. And to have faith is to be awake. The rest you already know.