I have to stay awake
Because my head wants me to
It's just a game we play
Not like I give a fuck too
I'm creating yet again
A plot for the train
To get off the tracks
I feel the pain
I feel sanity slipping away
Every time I think it's over
I find myself way over
My own head
Make
It
Stop.
Better off dead?
Maybe so
Thoughts misled
Lack of air inside my chest
What a mess
I want to get out.
I'll stick my agony inside your eyes
And watch as you bleed to death
Is this the best you can do?
Game over
I'm getting closer
To the light
I have guns
And I have fists
I'll show you how it's done
So, please
Embrace me as your misery
As the pain that you savor
As the core of your endeavor
As your only true savior.
